Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2018 2:12:17 GMT
Sunshine
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- Let the past fall behind you -
Sunshine was lying down in mist of the endless sea of golden flowers. His were closed as wanted to heard the sound of the meadow in his ears. The Burning Field was a place that families took their kits to explore and enjoy themselves. The parents watched as their sons and daughters played and tackled under their watchful gaze. It was an unforgettable moment. It was a moment the he could never share with his mate. It had been one moon since her death,Dew's death, and he still can't believe it happened. It knew it was a mistake to have kits in leaf-fall.
Those dark thoughts even now plagued his mind. Sunshine was disgust with himself. He was cause of his own mate's death and not only his unhappiness but his kits too. His young ones are without their mother. What kinda of father does that to them? A weak and ill-thinking one. In his mind he could see Dew-. Hear her charming laughter, her see beautiful pelt and feel her skin against. The crowing jewel was her warm smile. She was the star his arrays. I failed her.
The poor ginger tom didn't know what to do himself. A wave of pain nestled from within his heart every time it beat. He still had kits to depend and by thunder he was going to that. However, the problem was that he couldn't let go. Windscar told him to grow up. He was acting like "new-meat"(12 moons warriors) again. They didn't understand that Dew- was greatest she-cat to ever lived to him. Dew- was his mate and their love was beyond the meanness of Fireclanner understanding. It made him feel sickness and body every time he remember see dead body and beautiful lose their focus. Why?
Sunshine's ear swiveled back as footstep could be heard from the north familiar footsteps. It was his sister sister,Sweettooth, coming to box him over the ears again. Dew- and Sweettooth were the best friends back then. He still have his family at least. "You need something?" The tom's harsh tone made it all to care how he was feeling and what was wrong? "Sorry-I...um...How are the kits doing?" He refused to open his eyes and comeback to real world. A world without Dew-, A world sorrow. Just let him stay with a little longer.
Those dark thoughts even now plagued his mind. Sunshine was disgust with himself. He was cause of his own mate's death and not only his unhappiness but his kits too. His young ones are without their mother. What kinda of father does that to them? A weak and ill-thinking one. In his mind he could see Dew-. Hear her charming laughter, her see beautiful pelt and feel her skin against. The crowing jewel was her warm smile. She was the star his arrays. I failed her.
The poor ginger tom didn't know what to do himself. A wave of pain nestled from within his heart every time it beat. He still had kits to depend and by thunder he was going to that. However, the problem was that he couldn't let go. Windscar told him to grow up. He was acting like "new-meat"(12 moons warriors) again. They didn't understand that Dew- was greatest she-cat to ever lived to him. Dew- was his mate and their love was beyond the meanness of Fireclanner understanding. It made him feel sickness and body every time he remember see dead body and beautiful lose their focus. Why?
Sunshine's ear swiveled back as footstep could be heard from the north familiar footsteps. It was his sister sister,Sweettooth, coming to box him over the ears again. Dew- and Sweettooth were the best friends back then. He still have his family at least. "You need something?" The tom's harsh tone made it all to care how he was feeling and what was wrong? "Sorry-I...um...How are the kits doing?" He refused to open his eyes and comeback to real world. A world without Dew-, A world sorrow. Just let him stay with a little longer.
380 words, Wow this got deep and it's his first post lol n stuff
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