Post by Captain on Nov 11, 2018 3:26:47 GMT
Froststar was seeing red, but, it wasn't blood lust that clouded her vision. For a she-cat with grace, visions of enemies falling dead into the snow didn't fit. She would never imagine blood flowing and staining the pure white snow beneath her paws. No, Froststar had a different reason for craving a deep ginger: nostalgia.
Waking up in the middle of the night, Froststar still had faint traces of her dream stuck in her head. Mostly it was a memory. It took place after she learned what confidence really was, but still before Patchstar named her a warrior. Even though she still held the name ‘paw, Frostpaw had outgrown it. Her stubborn predecessor made sure Frostpaw rotted in the apprentice den as long as possible.
Sick and tired of the younger, dumber company she was forced to endure, Frostpaw snuck out. For the first time she made her way through FireClan. She crept through the dark, and for the first time she learned what adrenaline really was. Consumed by the thrill of being caught, she reached the edge of FireClan before realizing it. What stood right at the border, changed her.
It was a small red cat. Pretty and crimson under the dark of night, with long silky strands of hair, the kittypet stood on the scent markers. With a nervous jingle of her bell, the she turned towards Frostpaw. Her eyes widened as she saw the FireClanner, as if there was nothing more frightening. Speechless, her mouth gaped open yet no words came out. Frostpaw found that she was also without words. Here was a cat who was brave enough to sneak out, trembling in fear at the sight of another. It was jaw dropping.
After her moment of hesitation, Frostpaw found that words came back so easily. She charmed and twisted her way into the kittypet’s heart, but just as she was about to go for the kill, a voice boomed behind her. Turning with an innocent smile, Frostpaw found her mentor glaring down. Patchstar had never been this mad before, and within moments, the red kittypet was scared off and Frostpaw was being led back to camp with a lecture. Patchstar tried using the warrior code. Then she tried threats to teach her lesson. In the end, Froststar was never punished nor did she even learn. Instead she decided to practice how to cover her tracks.
Now, as a full grown leader no one was able to catch her.
Mulling over the memory led Froststar down a familiar path. Even though FireClan had moved, the white leader was already used to secret trails. Each turn was automated and Froststar spent her walk mindlessly staring at the grey covered sky. Each cloud looked like it was being dragged across the sky. Guts were spilled in the form of puffs branching out from the cloud. In the distance they seemed to rain down to the ground and encapsulate the world in a bleak net. Yet, snow flakes still fell softly: as if they were blind to the world. Like gentle butterflies, they landed on her fur. Dissolving seamlessly into her coat, Froststar was slowing getting wetter and colder.
Finally she stopped. Her unconscious mind had led her towards the bleak and gloomy forest of RavenClan. Froststar could hear branches shake rhythmically as a soft wind blew past. Overlapping trees made RavenClan territory disappear into shadows. But, between the trees and snow, Froststar could see red.
With a devious snicker, the leader realized who was wearing a pelt that looked like blood.
“My dear old friend, how has RavenClan been? Must be so lonely there without me.”
No wonder her unconscious mind had lead her to RavenClan. Distant thoughts of a red kittypet from moons ago had made Froststar nostalgic. As an apprentice the leader had found the brightest shade of red in the fur of little Gorsestrike. If he was female, he could have been Froststar's perfect partner: even if he was a traitor.
Notes: Feel free to ignore like half of that haha
Words: 666 rip
Tags: Bern for Gorsestrike